Many times I have wondered if I am too childish for my
age. I am quite naïve and childlike and I believe so! The problem
is that I don’t want to lose it because that makes me feel young and alive. But
the question is: should I lose it? Or can I conserve it?
I know that those are aspects of my personality and I
don’t want to change them. But I’m trying not to be so demonstrative in front
of “special” or unknown people or in any place; this is because they look at me
as if I were mad or sometimes I feel that they laugh at me and not about my
jokes! And it is not very funny. However, I have many reasons why I want to be originally
me. I will keep on going with that!
As a conclusion I think that the secret of feeling
happy is to enjoy life as much as possible but as a child does: exploring,
smiling and laughing. Stop suffering and think it as part of a learning
process!
What do you think? Will you change?
What can I say?? I am in fact quite childish, too! By now, I am fulfilling some dreams I have had since I was a young girl! I am living -half of the day- the life of a student, as if I were 30 years younger! It is a priviledge. As regards you, I think you should not regret anything of what you do or what you think! That is what makes you be so fresh and friendly!! Don´t worry, be happy!
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