you feel that a lonely day belongs to you?

There are some days in which I would like to be relaxed and spend some time by myself. However, there are other days in which I am not alone but I feel as if I were. Those days in which an uncanny feeling fills my eyes with tears and everything seems to be negative. Bad and sad memories have no reason to appear but they are there, as a path leading me down to a blue feeling. It is difficult to explain why that happens to me, but there is always a little glimmer shining at the end of the tunnel which helps me to withstand the circumstances. And when I see the little sparkle, good memories and present moments fill my soul and all the negativity goes away! I cannot deny the fact that bad things have happened to me but there are much more good and positive things that cheer me up! I have promised myself not to lie to myself, to smile more, and to enjoy every single moment and every little thing! I´m proud of myself not only for the family I have (my children, mom, dad, brother, sister, relatives, friends,etc.), but also for the effort and positive feelings that are inside me and nobody will ever kill!  I will say that LIFE  is not easy but it is not IMPOSSIBLE TO LIVE IT HAPPILY!